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Chapter One
Some scars are visible,
while others remain unseen, but they are still there—silently eating away at
the very soul of their victim.
She shut off the water and
reached for the oversized plush white bath towel—more like a blanket than a
towel—and wrapped her shivering body in a cocoon of terry cloth. She knew
better than to take a nap mid-day. That’s when the nightmares were most vivid,
but she’d be out late tonight if all went well, and she needed to sleep first.
Ah, the evening ahead. Her
foreign friends accepted her just the way she was. “Miss Perfect” could be
herself. Tell jokes, laugh out loud, even use occasional slang.
First, she’d endure her
meal. Dinner was served as usual in the
family’s stately apartment overlooking one of
Francesco, their servant,
pulled out the ornate antique side chair as she approached, and then helped
slide the chair under the table as Julia settled into it. She smiled up at him
as she reached for her damask napkin.
Julia’s mother, Joanne, looked up from her latest
novel, nodded, and then returned to her page. Julia looked over at this
stranger who had given birth to her twenty-two years before. This woman who
prided herself on being an American. Her absorption in her heritage meant more
to her than any accomplishment attributed to her daughter or anyone else in the
family. An ardent member of the Daughters of the
American
Revolution, she believed all who arrived on the shores of the
Silence prevailed as mother and daughter, each
absorbed in their own worlds, took nourishment together.
“Francesco, I’ll have a little more bouillon.” Joanne
remarked as she adjusted her reading glasses and wiped her mouth with the
over-sized napkin. Julia glanced over as the house servant ladled more soup
into her mother’s French porcelain bouillon cup. Her mother continued to read
silently and barely glanced up. After a few moments Julia broke the silence.
“Mother, when is Dad coming back from the States?”
“I’m not sure. He has business matters to clear up
first.” She closed the book after bending the corner of the page—a habit that
infuriated Julia—a bibliophile.
“I’m going out after supper for awhile," Julia
said, wiping her mouth. “I’ll probably be home late, so leave a light on, if
you will.”
“This is the third night in a row,” her mother said as
she took a sip of bouillon and reached for a roll.
“Fourth.”
Joanne grimaced as she was corrected. “Fourth then.
Where do you go? You know it’s dangerous in
“I won’t be alone. I told you before, I have tons of
friends.”
“Isn’t it time I met some of these people?” Her mother
looked over her reading glasses with a demanding expression, which Julia
attempted to avoid.
“You wouldn’t like them. They’re just ordinary people.”
“Oh, please, Julia, don’t start that again.” Joanne
rolled her eyes as she removed her glasses and laid them on the table.
“I’m sorry, it’s just that…well, they have different
values and customs. You might find them coarse or loud.
“Very well. Point well taken. Quite frankly, I don’t
understand your fascination with people like that. You’ve been brought up so
differently. Just be careful you don’t get too personal with these foreigners.”
“I believe we’re
the foreigners, Mother.” Julia tried to restrain her annoyance, but her voice
had an edge to it that was not lost on her mother.
“I’m so weary of your sarcasm. I can’t wait to return
to
“I think he’d be pleased that I’m finally gaining some
independence and self-confidence. By the way, did he do well in his interview?”
“I have no idea. But then, your father always does
well, doesn’t he?” Julia knew her mother’s pride in her husband was founded
upon his financial success.
Francesco removed the empty bowls and placed a
sparsely prepared entrée before each of them. The large white dinner plate
contained a small four-inch piece of salmon adorned by a creamy dab of sauce
partially shadowed by a fresh sprig of dill. The only sound in the room was the
light clicking of forks against the brittle china.
Julia checked her watch and rose from her chair,
leaving her meal only half-eaten. “I’m going to have to leave, Mother. I
promised to be—”
“Go—just go. Whatever.” Her mother waved as she would
at an annoying fly, replaced her glasses, and returned to her novel.
Julia glanced at the mirror in the hallway on her way
out. She tossed her long auburn hair behind her shoulders, removed her large
Hermes purse from the marble-topped table which stood near the entranceway, and
slipped quickly out the door. She breathed a sigh of relief.
Her steps quickened as she melted into the vibrancy of
the Roman city. It was May, and she enjoyed the days as they lengthened. A warm
gentle breeze, emanating from the
She headed down the Corso V. Emanuelle toward the Piazza
Navona. Small groups of Romans gestured and laughed together. No one
remained indoors; even toddlers in carriages added to the festivities. A warm
glow refreshed her spirit, and she found herself smiling. “Buona sera,” she said in passing. People reciprocated her greeting
with cheerful nods. How safe she felt in this huge history-filled city, though
it was probably an illusion.
Julia approached the Fontana del Moro, south of the square. The art appreciation course she
was taking covered Roman art in detail and she had sketched this fountain the
previous week for an assignment.
She stood for a moment admiring the lovely
antique-rose marble that created the basin. Two little boys about three years old
splashed each other, cheered on by an older girl already damp from the
fountain. Julia stood motionless for a moment, her heart pounding. No, not
tonight. She wouldn’t allow her thoughts to surface again.
It was quarter after seven, and many of the small
shops remained open, hoping to entice the tourist or native Italian for a
last-minute purchase.
At last she arrived at her destination. For the past
several months, Julia had met with a group of friends, mostly Italians, at a
small café along the piazza. A girl from her art class named Angelica, had
invited her to join some friends one evening, and Julia’s life had taken on new
meaning. She attended their get-togethers frequently after that. There were no
false pretenses; no one even asked what her father did for a living, as they did
in the States. The fact she wore only designer clothing wasn’t even mentioned.
Julia felt accepted.
This time of year the group sat outside under the
canopies. At least eight or nine friends congregated nightly for pizza and
camaraderie. As Julia approached the crowded café, she heard a familiar voice.
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